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Woaaaah, it's already 2010?

Sun Jan 3, 2010, 4:40 PM
  • Mood: Lazy
I'm baaaaaaaaaaaack.

Kind of.

Ok, well, for the moment I am. :D

So I'm uploading a few things; mainly some of the new sketches in my sketchbook and whatnot. But yeah...stuff. I've been overdue here for, what, a long time? xD 100 Deviatations and 86 Messages later. :P

Lots of stuff has happened. I've let go of the little Norwegian kid; thank God for that (you can all rejoice/mourn now). Instead I've been asked out by one of my closest guy friends. He's a sweetie; known each other for the longest of the longcat. I'm getting out of AP Art for my life and doing something else instead (that program can drop dead and shrivel and die alone for all I care). So more artworks will be drawn. Yaya...wooo...! Oh, and for those who don't know, I'm not really interested in the manga/anime scene anyomre. For some odd reason my brain went cold turkey and decided not to follow Naruto and all that jazz anymore. I do like Cardcaptor Sakura and Princess Tutu still; and I always can use references from Bleach and Naruto for faces and poses. So buying those manga volumes wasn't a waste.

So I have a life on Facebook now...haha, actually, MOST of my internet life revolves around there. But I'm not giving it to you for some of the most obvious reasons on the planet. :D

I'm cleaning out my gallery; putting most of my fanart in scraps and whatnot.

Hope you all had a wonderful Christmas and a glorious New Year. Let the festivites begin. :)

I just drew the most realistic face today.

Tue Oct 13, 2009, 9:14 PM
  • Mood: Angsty
  • Listening to: Beyond the sea....
Good morning, good morning, good morning to all.

I'm doing AP again this year and I'm not happy with it...but oh well. I'm not going to try to start on another emo rant as those are useless.

I'M SO DAMN BUSY IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY PEOPLE. Until I get everything set OCD straight and I'm good to go I'll be on more often. I just have the most incredibly debilitating (sp?) art lull in the history of art lulls to even appreciate dA or art at all. So yeah.

Other than that life could be greater. I'm hopefully getting my drivers' license in a month or two. That'll save a lot of time, actually. So yeah. Other than that...I've told you pretty much everything. Things are normal. and yeah.

Good evening, good evening, the sun sets on us now.

The Secret Life of Daydreams

Tue Sep 15, 2009, 6:21 AM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Piano music is soothing.

Alrighty, so here's the deal: What I'm about to talk 'bout here may turn into a rant at any given moment, is highly emotional and may annoy most of you. However, Facebook doesn't have an App where I can let my feelings go, so bear with me here, okie doke?

I've been thinking about abandoning this account. Not signing off or anything - oh no, I still have customers here to serve - rather just using this account for critic work and as a back up source for my work in any emergencies. Therefore I'd probably do a huge sweep of what is here and scrap a lot of work. Reason being that I hate the feeling of constant failure to give you guys any real artwork unlike so many other artists do on here, and the fact that dA is starting to get on my nerves...aka overrun with anime weeaboos' (which I already have enough of those to deal with). However, since I know I still have some requests for various things other than artwork (for obvious reasons) I still will be present here from time to time.

My schedule is giving me a headache. Every inch and space of time I have is almost full now. On top of that, I have to try to get a drivers license to live in this stupid world. This year I have big shoes to fill as well, and I've got bigger things to distract myself with than what is happening here.

Those bigger things to distract myself with are my priority now. Since I was a kid, the only thing I was known and interested for and in was drawing. I don't see much joy in drawing at the moment, nor in painting (well, I actually like painting better). I have a King Kong-sized art block gnawing at my abilities right now; it makes me wonder if I'll ever be able to draw again. I blame the AP program, which I am being forced into again this year, thus increasing my dread. So while I try to rejuvinate my skills, if they're at all salvageable, I have drowned myself in the world of dance. I now focus on refining my technique in both folk and ballet; it is what I find joy in now.

On top of that, my feelings from the summer have not changed for the guy half-way 'cross the world. This leaves me thinking about whether or not I am getting sickly bipolar, since one minute I am up and happy to know him and the next I am down and wish I had never met him. This WILL annoy you all. I don't want to drag you guys through this; I've already drug you though enough of my mucky stupidity the many years I've known you people. In fact, I've kept this desire pretty much silent to everyone around me, including him, because for my friends and family they are worn out and sick of it and the day I tell him my feelings I'd either be A. On my deathbed, B. it'd be during the Apocalypse, C. I just commited suicide and left a letter for him, or D. Whenever I see him again in person (but this is highly unlikely).

So I am done here. This will probably be my last appearane for awhile, other than the occasional update or whatnot. I'm not going to make another account and restart, no, I am just going to go through my gallery and scrap/delete whatever needs to be thrown out and sift through the remaining things here on my profile as well.

I'll see you all sometime other than now.

9/11 and the face of Humanity

Fri Sep 11, 2009, 9:44 PM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Watching: 102 minutes that changed America
I totally forgot the event that happened eight years ago. Eight years ago I was too young to remember. But I still can't believe it was that long ago.

I'm watching the History channel right now and it's making me cry. I can't believe that that had happened in my lifetime, and that today we don't pay enough respect and homage to the heros and the dead in that day and time. All we do is have a two second moment of silence and then talk about the football game tonight. I find that selfish and disrespectful on so many levels.

I knew no one involved in or was in any way related to the attacks on the World Trade Centers, but watching these documentaries and hearing these people tell their stories makes me feel as if I am a close friend or that I was there. Seeing the faces of those tough New Yorkers melt into a scared and emotional contortion is seeing the face of Humanity shocked as a whole, something rare, something moving, something tragic in this case.

Living next to a metropetolian area (Seattle) and knowing that in the past and present it has been a terrorist target brings a whole new dimension to look at. Those towers were an essential part of the skyline; and a skyline is part of your home and personal life when you see it everyday. What would it be like for me to see the Space Needle fall? Think and put ourselves in the situation and you begin to feel the sense of change and most of all - danger- that was inevidable for them and still in the balance for us.

But no. We don't give nearly enough respect in my opinion. There are people that saved countless lives that died doing so. And all we give them is two seconds of silence. What kind of memorial is that? Normal people: men and women, democrats and republicans, gays and straights - they all set aside their differences to help. They all became evenly human. Many died. Many survived. How do we honor that? I certainly think that a moment of silence is great, but for everyone just to stay silent because they were told to and forget it two seconds later? That's horrible.

Even if we were too young to understand or remember, we have to try remember by the history given to us. By doing that, we give our thanks and respect to the people who lived and died in this tragedy. People as why, and I say that it is because we learn a great deal about the human spirit, the heroic and selfish sides of humanity as a whole, and last but not least we learn about our country and the fellow citizens around us. We become tighter as a nation and come to respect our patriotic nature however silly and boisterious it may seem. We see America in a new light.

I'm sorry if I ruined your day, but please sacrifice the luxury of your day for those who did not have that simple pleasure. Thanks for listening and God bless you, your family, and the nation we live in and know as America.

Back and blehhhh.

Mon Aug 31, 2009, 2:33 PM
  • Mood: Disgust
  • Listening to: Monster - Skillet (from their new album!!)

NOW THAT THE NEW SKILLET ALBUM (AWAKE) IS OUT, YOU NEED TO GO GET IT. >D

Anyway, I'm back from my camping trip (which I got back on Saturday, actually) and I am done for the summer. Now I have less than a week until school starts, and I'm partially excited yet dreading it. There are SO many people I don't want to see again...

But I know that I will have too because that is life. I only have three classes there anyway, and I probably won't see them that much. This year I'm going part time and I am going to try to focus on my academics as much as possible.

For art, I'm in AP 2D Design. I'm also going into my second year for Japanese. Then I have Geometry with a good teacher. Therefore, I shall be in Yellow Pod instead of Red. Oh well. Do I care? No.

I have been feeling completely rejuvinated as of late. Ready to go for school! Yes! And Norwegian Dance starts up again real soon. I will continue with my Ballet classes, and I need to start driving more (that means finding my permit).

So that's my life as of late. Catch you all later!

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